You never listened
To the words which poured
From my bloodied lips,
But you didn't need to.
I would have done anything
To stay in your warm, safe arms,
But you threw me away,
And that was that.
The knot was tied,
But not how you think.
The knot was tied
Because of love,
Not money,
Not fear,
But painful love.
The knot cured the love
I possessed to the extreme.
It knotted the allure,
And it knotted the shame.
Eleven months led to the knot.
Eleven months of kisses and love,
But the twelfth never came
Before the noose was knotted.
I sip my vodka,
Clear, smooth vodka.
With girlfriends at the bar,
I drink away my fear.
She whispers in my ear
In a tone coated in humor.
In my attempts to be fit in,
From my lips the laughter burst.
I pause, confused,
To discover from where the laughter came.
Digging inside,
I find nothing.
I find nothing in my hands,
Nor the fingers or the tips.
My arms are empty,
Helpless and lifeless.
I spiral down
As I realize my legs
Contain nothing,
Not even jello.
My toes will no longer
Support my weight,
And my feet are definitely
No better.
The most empty place
Is the hole in my torso,
Where my stomach and heart
Should lie.
Instead, sitting t
I write to keep
'
My mind off you.
Not to entertain,
Or to aid another one.
To be honest, not even for message.
Only to help
Keep the emotion
At bay
Yet I fail to even do that.
I lost the one I loved the most.
Love is indecent.
Once was mine?
Vendetta and vengeance.
Everlasting distrust and annoyance.
You, though, made it disappear
Out of sight, out of mind.
Under the rocks, buried forever.
Crock pot, troubles were stirring
Among the reeds and branches.
Long lasting love? No.
Visages of love? No.
I, though, saw past it all.
Not that you could do that.
I feel an itch,
a tickle, a stirring,
from a leg that I don't have.
I feel a tremble,
a pain, a rumble,
From a non-existent place.
I have no legs.
No arms, feet.
No hands with which
To grab hold
Of the tangible,
The existing, the legitimate.
They have been cut,
Removed, and dismembered
Away from my lifeless, pulsing eyes.
The eyes that move yet,
Flicker, and focus,
On the real
And the imperfect.
Yet the tremble, the pain,
The non-existent rumble
Tears ruthlessly at my eyes.
It makes me see
The depths of that
Which isn't there.
But it's there
In my mind:
T
NighTale
Written on Sunday, January 4th 2015
As Night lovingly embraced Sky, her lover
And brought him down to her bosoms
Man sheltered themselves and fell still;
Not even their breathing was heard
While Stars danced above, lustful
Seducing before the lone, aroused Moon
Without Sun acknowledging their betrayal
Without Horizon witnessing their caresses
Then what story did mankind hold?
Too afraid to step into Darkness' domain
Too frail to bear the cold Frostbite;
Just hiding under the shade of blankets, shivering
That no soul under the Heaven said a word
That no tavern sang songs of the old
For there be only Silence, her and only ex
A Young Love Story
Written on Monday, January 5th 2015
The old man at the playground gave a smile
Could tell he was drunk, breath so vile
The little boy nearby wondered what to do
Approaching him, planning no undo
He then told me his beloved fairytale
"I'm going to tell you one about a kingdom
Hope you little prince won't fall into boredom."
He then opened his old, worn story book
Yet still so colorful it put him on the hook
He read in his voice full with wisdom
"Once upon a time, a Prince fell in love
With a woman whom he would give anything expensive
But then he heard that she was married
The matter terribly made him worried
For her was
Origin
Written on Wednesday, Febuary 29th 2012
Editted on Monday, January 5th 2015
A man stood tall before the face of rising dawn
So proud as if Heaven could not bring him down
It was until God appeared by his side there
Saying, "You shall acknowledge what you were
Nothing more than a pile of dust on my lawn!
Careless Whispers
Twenty entities were presented
Worn and dressed with blue and white
Their bottoms and backs were to tied to chairs
While their finger bones locked their pens tightly
And their hands hold the papers firmly
Their eyes were scavenging the answers for the test
Either from their own work
Or from their closest partner's piece
For the nineteen, everything was legal to do
But not for the one
Not for the littlest boy with short and black hair
He did the test alone
The teacher was standing amidst them
Patrolling and roaming in the seeking of unfairness
Her eyes were focus and sharp
Examining every inches in range
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